Supreme Forgetfulness of the 500
... I think someone's here!" I hurriedly poked my brother's shoulder.My brother immediately became alert. He stared ahead, the black figure walking towards us, head bowed and pressed against the wall....This question stunned him, and he chuckled softly: “Who am I Mu Xia Qiao... Are you foolish Don't you know what kind of person your husband is”
I shook my head. "Your mood is off... you weren't like this before. Although you would get angry with me sometimes, your words and actions were never extreme or resentful... Now, how come you seem to blame me"
I looked at him with some confusion. He smiled without speaking and stared at me.
This close proximity, those pupils-less, pure black eyes made me dizzy—afraid.
This feeling was strange. Facing a man who was so close to me, I felt a sense of fear. My knowledge of immortal matters was limited. If his sitting and forgetting was to discard evil thoughts and desires, then this humanoid form I saw now, was it the "result" of his sitting and forgetting
"Have you come to an understanding then" If your meditation hasn't ended... I, I'll go somewhere else first and won't disturb you." I secretly glanced at Jiang Qiyun who was sitting there.
That kind of peaceful and deserted expression was him, the one before me... should not be the real him.
"Where are you going" The man before him sneered, "This is a desolate place. Perhaps when I open my eyes... all I'll see is your white bones... Humph..."
There was a touch of helplessness and coldness in his laughter. I didn't know what to do.
Where Where could he possibly go All around him was darkness. A biting wind whipped snow against him, and everywhere else there was nothing.
I should stay by his side, even if I turn to dust and bones waiting for him to wake up, I must remain closest to him.
Thinking of this, I tried my best to dodge the green smoke and ran to the essence of Jiang Qiyun's sitting-and-forgetting state, acting like I was glued there.
"You don't have to beguile me, frighten me... I'm not leaving, I'm staying right here."
He smiled and said, “I have realized the great Dao, and from now on I won't have to leave you for too long. However, it is difficult to let go of the love and longing in my heart. This is what it means to be obsessed.”
"What then Do I have to cease to exist for you to break free from this obsession" I said resentfully.
That's not my fault.
Even if he were a deity, since we spend every day together, sleeping side by side every night, anyone with even a shred of compassion wouldn't want to be separated. Isn't that normal
And what about the deities There are plenty of deities who envy lovebirds more than immortals!
He suddenly smiled: “You're right... if you didn't exist, I wouldn't be so obsessed... No feelings, no feelings... can you forget about them Forgetting feelings, being indifferent, is the only way to be carefree and unrestrained. You won't be trapped in a cage, and once you part ways, you won't suffer so much!”
This……
"What do you mean!" I was getting increasingly uneasy.
"Do you want to forget everything To forget all about love To forget me and the children! And you still say that I shouldn't exist… How can I not exist The past has already happened—"
His figure dragged out eerie lines in the cold wind, and the Qian Chong Xue in my hand only illuminated a small circle around me, making me feel very unsafe.
He suddenly burst into laughter, then his face turned cold and fierce.
"Mu Xiaoqiao, you are my demon... If you were gone, I could be reborn!"
He slithered closer, a haze of green smoke enveloping me, giving me the sensation of being constricted by a serpent.
"Ahh!! What are you doing..." I suddenly felt my chest constricted, having difficulty breathing!
He, he... is this going to... kill me
The idea flashed in my mind for a moment.
Once an evil thought takes shape, it becomes insane and unimaginable.
Even towards the person you love most, once resentment builds, it little by little congeals into a "monster" that is hard for yourself to imagine.
Why are you so annoying
Why are you so annoying
Ugh, I hate this so much, it's annoying, it's too noisy!!
...
These daily emotional outbursts and resentments, or harsh words spoken, will condense into a shadowy monster, much like the image appearing in Cheng Banxian's copper mirror when he removes toxins. It’s something one can hardly imagine hiding within their own body.
Kindness and malice, only a thought apart.
However, the impact on one's own state of mind was profound and lasting.
Having three souls and seven spirits, one inevitably experiences the seven emotions and six desires. It is natural for some resentment and negativity to arise. If you learn to balance them, your karmic obstacles will decrease. However, if these negative energies accumulate, they will…
"What do you want to do!" I was captivated by him, taking step after step towards him. He said there was a crack there—
"Qiyun! Qiyun!" I cried out anxiously. At this point, I didn't care about disturbing him sitting there. What if there was really a crack there Would he let me fall to my death
Now that the soul has left the body, would it be equivalent to death if the flesh and bones were shattered
"Qiyun!! Wake up! What the heck is this thing! Qiyun!" I cried, Don't drag me forward any further!!
A figure, like a snake made of smoke, coiled around my body. He smiled and shushed me with a gesture.
"Don't make such a fuss, I am just your Qilin...Do you love me or not Try it, if you didn't exist...perhaps I could see through the illusion and attain Nirvana..."
Pure Land of Bliss
"Get away from me! You liar… you, are you possessed by evil thoughts, aren't you" I struggled desperately to get away.
"Purity means being free from distractions and desires; bliss is the happiness that resides in one's heart."
Little Qiao, if it weren't for you, I could attain serenity, but without you, where would be bliss
He said so! He said it himself!
"Qiyun! Qiyun! Please get him out of here quickly! He, he—" I desperately turned my head to look at Jiang Qiyun who was sitting there.
He is the true essence, he is the Jiang Qiyun who has attained samadhi in forgetting things and being.
He is my husband, my spouse, my lover.
He, listen, not see... Hahahahaha..." Qingyan laughed wildly.
He suddenly pulled me forward with force.
It was truly, utterly a case of stumbling into thin air, my body suddenly coming to a halt mid-air!
In that one-thousandth of a second, I only had time to look at him again.
His eyes were closed, his brows clear and handsome, with snowflakes clinging to them and his shoulders.
As cold as jade, as hard as ice.
He couldn't hear.
My mind went blank for a moment, and the howling wind roared in my ears.
I fell down, I fell down!
Heaven knows how deep this dark fissure is... I've seen female ghosts who fell to their deaths, their limbs twisted into knots and even broken in two.
This wicked thought wants to kill me, just like the previous blood-faced Ghost King, so twisted and extreme in its mentality.
PS: "My Husband is the Hades King" book club: 1080642757. All Hades Queens, assemble!s, and let go of your greed. Do you still dream of breaking through to another realm"Then Ji Dou laughed, "So you were merged with a demon from another world You look quite terrible haha... Demons are...