Chapter 1178: Kou Dan's Confession
f-Moon continued to speak 。"Uncle, please don't say that about Mommy. I have lived with my aunt and grandmother since I was born." 。"Mommy…" "Qin Si…" Qin Jingwen knew what Ban Yue wanted to say, a...Qin Jingwen quickly PASSed two people, leaving only one from the middle.
She pinned her hopes on the last person, starting to look at him seriously. 。"This age is suitable, but showing divorced is not appropriate." 。His wife handling his affairs wouldn't be a divorce. 。Qin Jingwen said it very affirmatively. After this last sentence fell, hope was completely destroyed. 。"It's okay, I will keep looking for you" 。“
Chi Chuan quickly comforted, the most afraid is Qin Jingwen's disappointment >>> 。"Wenwen, don't worry about this matter, and don't be anxious. 。You leave this matter to me, I will investigate it thoroughly and notify you afterwards. 。”
Chi Chuan said this, completely afraid that repeated disappointments would knock Qin Jingwen down.
He was already afraid to see Qin Jingwen cry again. 。Because people only collapse and lose control of their emotions when they are unable to bear the situation. 。Qin Jingwen, so frail and petite, carried so much weight on her slender shoulders. Zhichuan couldn't help but worry about her. 。Chi Chuan's worry actually made Qin Jingwen smile. She knew very well where Chi Chuan's worry came from. 。"What's wrong Are you afraid I'll cry like last time" "Don't worry, I won't." 。I've endured so much more than this over the years, haven't I persevered through it all 。" Qin Jingwen still had a smile on her lips, but what followed was tinged with sadness. " 。"I last cried because I saw my parents' names, it was out of control for a moment, so this won't happen every time." 。Qin Jingwen's ability to withstand blows is still pretty good, this kind of thing won't affect her much. 。However, the pressure lately has been really intense, and I've been crying often. 。But it won't wear away his strength, nor will it fade her persistence. 。"I'm a little worried, you'd better slow down your pace and don't keep dwelling on the past. " 。Facts are facts, even if you don't look for them, they will eventually come to light. 。"Your current state is just too tense. You've pushed yourself to a point where there's no way out. Do you think this is worth it"Qin Jingwen's condition, Chichi had to worry about it. 。She says all the right things, but her actions speak louder than words. 。She was actually very disappointed, very disappointed with the situation she was facing. 。Just now the corner of her mouth twitched upwards, it was also a facade she had painstakingly put on. 。“I will think about your words carefully, don't worry about me, I can still handle it for now” 。When I can't handle it, I just give up. 。“Qin Jingwen’s words were meant to comfort Chi Chuan, but actually, she herself knew that she was very tired.” 。She can only relax completely once she figures everything out. Otherwise, she'll be on edge her whole life. 。After Qin Jingwen left Chi Chuan's office, Chi Chuan presided over a very important meeting. By the time the meeting ended, it was already quitting time. 。I was planning to head back to the office to tidy up before clocking out, but I ran into Kou Dan in my own office. 。"How come you're not off work yet" For Kodan to be in his office, he was very surprised. 。When there's no one in his office, Christian Louboutin would never come in. 。Even for business reports, she would knock and ask before entering. 。So today KouDan's behavior really left Chi Chuan puzzled. 。I have something to tell you. After I'm done, I'll be off work. 。“
It turned out that Kou Dan, who was sitting, stood up after seeing Chi Chuan. >>> 。but her face clearly showed seriousness and earnestness 。Her heart was beating irregularly now, because of what she was about to say. 。I was prepared for this, but it seems like things aren't going as planned. 。“I'm also off work now, you tell me what you want to do, I'll pack up my things, and we'll leave together in a bit.” 。Chi Chuan didn't mind, although he felt that Kou Dan was a little puzzled, he couldn't figure out what she wanted to say. 。"Well then, you go about your business, and I'll go about mine." 。" Kou Dan took a deep breath, she didn't expect Chi Chuan to be so uncooperative. He even just casually listened to her confession." 。"Didn't you advise me to confess to the man I have a crush on After thinking about it, I decided to confess." 。" Kodan took a lot of courage, and prepared for several days before finally standing in front of Chi Chuan. " 。But the scene before her eyes made her laugh. She couldn't believe that her first confession in life was being ignored like this. 。Chi Chuan heard Kou Dan's words so suddenly, he suddenly stopped his movements. 。My heart beat faster without me realizing it. 。"You came to me to ask me to transfer you jobs"Chi Chuan raised his eyes to look at Kou Dan, but he found that her eyes suddenly had disappointment and nervousness. 。"No, I came here to confess to you" 。"For so many years, the person I've had a crush on has been you. " 。"Koudan's words were very powerful, of course, after taking a deep breath, she gave herself that strength. " 。This confession was very simple, without any sense of ceremony. 。Because Kou Dan already knows the result and understands what will happen after confessing. 。A seemingly superficial confession, in fact, it's Kou Dan giving herself a ritual to forget her unrequited love and this man. 。Only after being rejected in person did she realize that she had no chance, and only then could she let go. 。At this moment, Chi Chuan was stunned. He even suspected that something was wrong with his ears. 。How could the object of his secret affection be him They've known each other for so long, he never sensed anything. 。Although Qin Jingwen had jokingly reminded him before, he couldn't see that Kou Dan might have feelings for him at all. 。When their eyes met, Kodan's gaze was clear and unclouded, not a hint of distraction. How could this possibly be love 。Chi Chuan couldn't utter a word, just staring blankly at Kou Dan. 。And such behavior, in Kou Dan's view, had already become a result. 。However, Kou Dan still needs to say a few more things in order for this matter to be brought to a complete conclusion. 。"Standing before you today, I've struggled for a long time. By confessing this way, we'll be ending our relationship that's lasted so many years." 。However, I don't want to continue with this one-sided crush. I want to give myself a chance. 。“The opportunity Keudan has could be Chi Chuan’s, or it could be an opportunity after breaking up with someone else.” 。Whoever it belongs to will depend on what Chikawa has to say in the end. 。"From the first time I saw you at the school anniversary, I liked you. I attended your wedding and also drank toasts at your child's full moon party." 。I accompanied her sister-in-law through the entire funeral process. You should know how many years it has been. 。"You have been my constant companion all these years, the driving force behind my relentless pursuit. 。I strive to be the best of the best, just so that after you move, I can use my work ability to follow you. 。" Koudan said these bitter feelings in her heart, watching Chi Chuan standing there with an expressionless face all the time, she began to feel a twinge of pain. " 。Chikawa's reaction made her glad she decided to confess. Otherwise, seeing this indifferent expression when she was gray-haired would be the most tragic thing ever. 。I don't want to keep pining after you, so I mustered the courage to confess my feelings. 。Come on, give me an answer. 。When Chi Chuan didn't speak, Ke Dan pressured him to talk. 。He did not give a definite answer. 。
Koudan's confession wouldn't make any sense, and a crush won't just end abruptly.
Chikawa finally came out of his shock, but still didn't know how to react to such a sudden confession. 。"I like Wenwen, you know that, and I haven't completely forgotten it to this day." 。" I...I don't know that the person you have a crush on is... " 。I'm sorry. 。"
I..."
Chikawa's words trailed off, because he didn't know how to answer, nor did he know how to answer without hurting Kudan. >>> 。"So, your answer is that you're rejecting me then"Ko Dan interrupted Chi Chuan's stammering. 。He didn't know how to refuse this psychological pressure, but she couldn't stand it anymore. 。From the moment Zhi Chuan spoke in response to her, her fists clenched tightly, her nails digging into her flesh with each increasing amount of pressure. 。If she continued to listen, she believed she would cut her own tendons and veins with her fingernails. 。“Against 。I cannot betray my own heart to hurt you. 。"I..."
Chichuan meant that, but he was afraid Kou Dan wouldn't accept it if he said it too directly.
However, he still wanted to say some comforting words to Kou Dan, but Kou Dan couldn't bear to listen. 。"Understood, I know what you mean." 。From now on, my unrequited love ends. Thanks to Chi Ju for his honest rejection. 。"I'm off work, see you later." 。"After Kou Dan finished speaking, he immediately turned around and strode away. 。left a dumbfounded Chikawa 。He didn't know what he was feeling at that moment, just that it was very uncomfortable. 。Especially looking at Kou Dan's face, which was putting on a brave front, Chi Chuan felt even more guilty. 。Blame yourself Why blame yourself It was his unintentional actions that led Kou Dan to misunderstand him, causing her to develop feelings for him. 。...or blamed himself for refusing Kedan... 。From the first time they met at the school anniversary to now, they've known each other for ten years, right 。She liked him for ten years, he was oblivious. 。She spent the most precious time a woman has loving him, and all he gave her in return was a decisive rejection. 。Isn't it too cruel Isn't it an apology to the ten years of following and companionship of KODAN 。Kou Dan thought that the moment she turned around, she would burst into tears, but unexpectedly, she held them back, and she held them back very well. 。Returning to her own office, she picked up the things she had already packed and left the police station, the place she loved. She left behind the man she had followed for ten years like a shadow. 。It's over, ten years of unrequited love just ended like that. 。Koudan's mood was terrible, he forcefully called Qin Jingwen out for drinks at night. 。"I heard this is your favorite barbecue place, so I came to try it too." 。"Don't be afraid, I called you out to watch me drink. Just wait until I'm drunk and then you can send me home." 。"
Kou Dan's emotions were both repressed and feigned excitement. She wanted to appear carefree, but her heart ached. 。"Can you drink alcohol It's not forbidden, is it" 。Her confusion wasn't about whether she had been drinking, but about Kedan's emotions. 。When Coach Dan called her out, she felt something was wrong. 。"It's holiday, a long holiday!" 。Otherwise, how dare I drink casually 。"Come, I'll have a drink, you eat skewers" 。After Koudan responded, he immediately downed a glass of wine. 。"Confessed" Since it wasn't work-related, Kou Dan's kind of emotion could only mean one thing: she confessed to Chi Chuan and was rejected. 。"Rejected, my crush is over. Let's have another drink, celebrate myself." 。"Coach Dan's answer was straightforward, even stating the result directly." 。Hearing a positive answer, Qin Jingwen didn't know how to comfort him appropriately. 。ow Tao Chen well, so he didn't recognize him and thought he was someone from Qin Jingwen's company. 。"Sorry, Mr. Joe, I've already asked someone to look into it, but there are no results yet. I'll cal...