Chapter 684: Heart Not As One Wishes

ard. At that time, fate had already destined her to be entangled with Qiao Shunchen. Now, wanting to clear the relationship seems too late. 。Qin Jingwen shook her head helplessly, a bittersweet feelin...Qin Jingwen first went for a shower, and then carefully walked out of the bedroom wearing a bath towel.

Entering the living room, Qin Jingwen took out Qiao Shunchen's diary from his bag. 。Qin Jingwen didn't want to look at anything in front of her, she just wanted to turn around and leave. 。But she found that this diary seemed to be empty. 。Since it's empty, let's start from the first page of records. 。However, when she opened the first page, she realized it wasn't empty. It was just that the words were written so little that she hadn't noticed. 。The first page had the date, and then the words "The first day of breaking up with Qin Jingwen." Qin Jingwen's heart clenched when she finished reading the first page. She quickly turned to the second page. 。The second page read "the day after breaking up with Qin Jingwen". Then Qin Jingwen kept flipping backward, each page only had these words, the rest was blank. 。Until the very last page, it read, "One hundred and eighteen days since breaking up with Qin Jingwen." Qin Jingwen's heart ached deeply, she couldn't help but feel moved. Why did he keep track of these things Was he afraid of forgetting the fact that they broke up, or was he reminiscing about their loveQin Jingwen's eyes reddened, and she couldn't find an answer. Because she no longer knew if his heart was cold or warm, if it was love or hate, perhaps even elation, or maybe even gratitude. 。Thank her for her mistakes, thank her for giving him the excuse to break up. 。Qin Jing calmed her emotions, then took out a pen and began her record for today. 。On X month X, X year, it has been 119 days since I broke up with Qin Jingwen. 。Today, I went to B University with Ye Wen for classes. After class, we met Qin Jingwen at the school gate...Qin Jingwen wrote down what happened today, but she didn't write about Qiao Shunchen staying here, nor did she write about her cooking noodles for him and him finishing every bit of it, not even the broth. 。He didn't write about him sleeping here. 。These things Qin Jingwen hoped he would forget, hoping it wouldn't affect his mood 。Then, Qin Jingwen pasted the paper she had written according to Qiao Shunchen's request onto her diary. 。Ye Wen had lost count of how many times she found herself in a dilemma. Every time she wanted to give up on Qiao Shunchen, something new would happen, making her fall for him all over again. 。Just like last time, after knowing that Qiao Shunchen and Qin Jingwen had completely broken up and feeling Qiao Shunchen's attitude towards her again, she once again wavered in her decision. 。Thinking back to the scene at the school gate last night, Ye Wen felt that Qiao Shunchen still had feelings for her. 。When Qin Jing spoke up for himself in front of Wen Mian, it showed Qiao Shunchen's attitude. He still leaned towards his own side. 。"What's wrong with you Didn't you say you were taking the kids out to play today" Ye Wen was daydreaming on the sofa in the living room, thinking about what happened last night. 。Suddenly, Father Ye called him back to his senses. 。"Oh, mom is changing Anna's clothes. I'll take her out after she's done." 。"

Ye Wen simply answered

Ye's father sighed and then sat beside Ye Wen. 。He spoke with a heavy heart. 。"WEN WEN, actually this period of time I've been wanting to talk to you about..." 。Since you chose Anna, take good care of her and raise her well. 。Let's put the past behind us and focus on living our best lives going forward. That's what truly matters. 。These were words his father had long wanted to say, but he had never found the time or the right opportunity. 。No matter what Ye Wen had done before, her decision to keep the child made Ye Dad not only supportive but also very pleased. 。This action is enough to prove that Ye Wen is not the kind of person who would abandon even their own daughter. 。"WEN WEN, actually people in this life live for the next generation. 。Just as your mother and I have dedicated ourselves to you, so too should you dedicate yourself to your children. 。There's no one more important in life than a child. You can say that most of your life is for them. 。So, everything else is insignificant and shouldn't be affected by what others do. 。"The other people Ye Dad was referring to are Qiao Shunchen, that is Jonny, and all the men besides them. " 。He said all this because he didn't want Ye Wen to disrupt her peaceful life because of any man, and he certainly didn't want her to end up with a guy like Jonny who would ruin her future. 。 “Dad, I understand what you mean” 。I will take good care of the child. 。Ye Wen knows everything and also knows that the current comfort is hard-won. 。But people always have a nasty side, and it's hard to control oneself when faced with temptation. 。"Now our life is pretty good, we are all happy together as a family and nothing can change this situation anymore. " 。Children can only thrive and develop healthy hearts in this kind of environment. 。We made mistakes in the past, but we can't afford to make them again. 。No one is looking, but you have to consider the children. 。"

Ye Baba was still worried and entrusted, afraid that Ye Wen would continue to lose her way on the road ahead

"Dad, just rest assured, I will take good care of the child." 。“

Ye Wen still just simply answered her father with a few words, but she was still wandering in her heart.

She understood everything her father said, but there was always a voice in her heart that disagreed with him. 。She even had a thought to solve everything, even thinking about letting Joe Shunchen accept everything from her past. 。Although she also knew this was a pipe dream, she still held out hope 。She couldn't bear to give up her child, and she also had an attachment to everything about Qiao Shunchen. If these two ideas could be combined, that would be the true success of her life. 。It's... just getting harder and harder. 。Qin Jingwen had never gone back to Qiao's after she left, but today she had to go. 。Regarding Sister Yang's follow-up on this cooperation case, an important meeting will be held today, which Qin Jingwen must attend. 。On the way to Qiao's, Qin Jingwen was thinking, it would be best not to meet Su Qin, best not to meet Li Mo, best not to meet Ye Wen. 。She didn't want to see any of these women, and there was one man she absolutely didn't want to see— Qiao Shunchen. 。She hoped, she prayed that Qiao Shunchen had an important client to meet today or a sudden business trip. 。< Either he just stay put in his office and do nothing, or make sure she doesn't see him. > 。To avoid these things from happening, to not see those employees' strange looks, Qin Jingwen chose to go directly to the 30th floor through the underground parking lot. 。However, one's heart doesn't always get its way. You might not want to meet someone, but you end up running into them anyway. 。The first one I met was Su Qin. 。The underground parking lot. As soon as I parked my car and got out, I saw Su Qin standing in front of her car. 。Qin Jingwen glanced at them with disdain. Although she despised these people, although she never wanted to see them 。But seeing Qin Jingwen would not be afraid, nor would she back down. 。Su Qin looked at Qin Jingwen unkindly and contemptuously, waiting for Qin Jingwen to speak so that she could find fault with her in every way. 。But Qin Jingwen just glanced at her disdainfully and said nothing. 。Just as Qin Jingwen was about to walk past her, treating her like a ghost, Su Qin couldn't help but speak first. 。Qin Jingwen had been waiting for Su Qin to speak first. As soon as she spoke, her words were laced with gunpowder. Qin Jingwen didn't want to interrupt, otherwise, it would make her seem impolite. 。"Why can't I come"Qin Jingwen countered Su Qin, her eyes full of disdain 。"This is not your workplace, it's strange that you are here." 。And how did you leave You know that better than anyone, don't you fear people seeing your eyes are slanted"

Su Qin hated nothing more than Qin Jingwen's condescension and disdain 。Whenever she displayed these two expressions, it was impossible to tell what she was thinking. 。"Isn't it strange that I'm here Is this your company Shouldn't you be the one to decide if it's strange that I'm here" Qin Jingwen didn't get angry, but that didn't mean she wasn't seething inside. 。Su Qin's words, "Everyone looks at you with slanted eyes," have successfully ignited a fire in her heart. 。It was just a spark, it couldn't grow any bigger without a stronger wind. 。"Qin Jingwen, you really have thick skin." 。Such a humiliating departure, yet he still had the awareness to say something like that. 。If I were kicked out, I would have no face to return for the rest of my life. 。Su Qin was irritated by Qin Jingwen's nonchalant and composed demeanor. She just couldn't deal with Qin Jingwen's calmness in this situation because she couldn't fathom how big a hole there was in her head. 。"So you're saying I shouldn't be here That I should leave immediately" Qin Jingwen still questioned Su Qin, for her harsh words, she wasn't prepared to endure any longer. 。This time she wanted to fight back, to “low-key” fight back. 。"Yes, you better leave right now and never show your face at the Qiao family again." 。Su Qin simply didn't want to see Qin Jingwen at the Qiao family. She would feel uneasy, and she would think that Qin Jingwen was there to get back together with Qiao Shunchen. 。Once they meet, Qin Jingwen might use some tricks and their relationship would probably heat up quickly. Her hope would then crumble along with their rekindled love. 。"Su Qin, you really have the guts to say these things." 。You rely on Qiao Shunchen's repeated forgiveness, so you dare to speak like this. 。Jo Shunchen keeps letting you get away with things, so you're still arrogant and haven't truly changed. 。Are you still you, or are you still the personal secretary with a crush on Qiao Shunchen 。"

Good, you're lucky " 。With Qiao Shunchen protecting you, you don't care about anything. 。Okay, let him continue to protect you and spoil you. 。"Aren't you kicking me out Didn't you say I don't belong here Well, I'm leaving. " 。But you remember this for me, I won't come again unless Mr. Joe personally invites me. 。Qin Jingwen finished speaking without giving Su Qin a chance to say goodbye. She directly returned to the car and started it. 。Before the car drove away, she still glanced at Su Qin. This glance made Su Qin feel uneasy, this glance made Su Qin somewhat regretful. 。Not long after Qin Jingwen drove away, Chen Shu's phone call came. 。"General Qin, why haven't you come yet Everyone is waiting for you in the conference room." 。"Is there traffic on the way" Chen Shu had already thought of a reason for Qin Jingwen's lateness. He knew Qin Jingwen was a punctual and responsible person who had never kept so many people waiting for a meeting. 。Therefore, traffic is the only reason for being late. 。"There was no traffic, but I did encounter some obstacles." 。"I'm walking back to your company now. " 。Qin Jingwen's lips had already curled up, and at this moment she desperately wanted to see what state Su Qin was in. 。On a personal level, Qiao Shunchen had indeed given her many green lights. But this time it affected official matters, and she wanted to see if Qiao Shunchen would still protect Su Qin. 。"What do you mean I don't understand." 。"You're saying you're walking back to our company now You've already come and left, is that right"

Chen Shu analyzed with a bewildered face. 。ing his father would be tantamount to betraying his mother. Would his mother in heaven blame him Would she be heartbrokenForgiving his father was equivalent to letting go of the hatred, which meant fo...